If feel as if i keep constantly fucking up and letting you down at the moment. With work and making you thing that i had let you go, or that you had to let go. I'm being a bint i really am. I know it seems like i'm blaming you for things but i'm not, i'm really not i just can never seem to explain with out it sounding like it. I'm too much in my own head at the moment because it's just been work work then on my own. If i start talking shit please ignore me, or you get fed up? ignore me again. To be honest i need to just stop because i reckon you might need some space just to do what you like. So that's what i will do..