None the less i can't lie that i still pine for her at night.
Wish that i could just kiss her and hold her in my arms one last time.
Hear her tell me that she loves me even if its a lie

You left with nothing but i'll be alright.
You're still around my neck atleast and in my ticker

You know we came full circle, i'm sitting up at a ridiculous time thinking if i had the most luck ever seen then maybe i can hold this girls heart. There is nothing that would make me happier than, looking into her blues and seeing her smile at me. This time, fighting isn't required and i'm stuck between wanting to go to her, look into her eyes and tell her that if she can look back into mine and tell me she feels nothing for me, and she doesn't want me then i will walk away. And wanting her to come to me and tell me without my provocation that i'm the one who holds her heart. I can dream i spose.

It's starting to sink in that one more step and we would have lost him. He would have been off that bridge and there is not a single thing any of us could do about it. That is fucking terrifying. He means so much to everybody

Filled with the unwavering and surley completely ridiculous belief that if she truly loves me, then we will find ourselves comeing back together some how. That's mine and i can keep it, i don't have a lot thats mine. Choices that were made weren't mine, they were out of my hands. I didn't have the chance to fight for us. This is mine though..that i can believe in this.