Literally so frustrated I could jump into the Clyde. Ridiculous craving to have a girl on my skin, feel her softness is far too intense and shit for my liking. I mentally undress every single girl I walk past 

It's still a mind fuck to me that there are a couple of seriously gorgeous girls interested in me, theres this girl called sarah ( who happens to be a surfer and an underwear model? How kirsty but well done) and i'm not sure if it's going to be a purley sex fling. I found myself thinking about where i would take her out, sounded her out about it as well so i think i maybe will. It feels right so why not. I need to be gentle with her though because a full on relationship still isn't what im really looking for.