Sooo morally ok to sleep with a girl whos just dumped her girlfriend? we will see. 

uugh i don't know what i really want but i think i do want her, she's coming over tomorrow night after we go out but my confidence is shot. Seems like the more girls i pull in clubs the more it hits my confidence? i've been seriously bad resently. Six girls in one night, i don't know i don't feel so bad about it really because i've never been able to do this before. Basically just being greedy. Girls everywhere and i've got no idea why but they seem to seriously take to me. They ask me if i want to go back to there flat though and i don't, i even check myself but i actually don't want to sleep with them. Takes a more attraction, i can't find a girl with glow but i don't spose a club is the place to go looking. When i'm on my own i seriously crave being fucked and spending some time on someone just making them feel good, pulling them up in the shower. I won't be sleeping alone tomorrow night but i'm not sure if i'll take it on, i need to have that feeling of seriously not being able to resist them. 

Damn I miss being fucked, lack of sex is seriously driving me mad. That and I want to get my hands on a girl and let lose, get them soaking and give them as much as they could take. Shit. At the mercy of my overly active sex drive.  

The other night was interesting, went to the gay club in merchant for the first time and my god I have never seen so many girls at one time. Got with this gorgeous blond girl called Rachel, then whilst she was away did a cheeky two and pulled this stunner who turns out was straight because she went from me to my mate Gabriel. Still counting that as a win though. Seems to be that pulling girls is a good time but I have no desire to sleep with them for some reason unless I know about them a little. Rachel wanted me to take her home with me but I dunno I had no desire to fuck her because she didn't interest me. I probably shouldn't have as much luck as I've been having with girls must just be a lucky streek! 

I'm interested in getting to know folk more at the moment, couple of friends with benifits situations would be ideal -I think I might be in there with Mariella