uugh i don't know what i really want but i think i do want her, she's coming over tomorrow night after we go out but my confidence is shot. Seems like the more girls i pull in clubs the more it hits my confidence? i've been seriously bad resently. Six girls in one night, i don't know i don't feel so bad about it really because i've never been able to do this before. Basically just being greedy. Girls everywhere and i've got no idea why but they seem to seriously take to me. They ask me if i want to go back to there flat though and i don't, i even check myself but i actually don't want to sleep with them. Takes a more attraction, i can't find a girl with glow but i don't spose a club is the place to go looking. When i'm on my own i seriously crave being fucked and spending some time on someone just making them feel good, pulling them up in the shower. I won't be sleeping alone tomorrow night but i'm not sure if i'll take it on, i need to have that feeling of seriously not being able to resist them.