I want to go and lie on a beach some place on my own and watch the stars, listen to the sea. I don't want to feel anything. Lonely, hurt, tiered..nothing. I just want to be free. It's like i'm carrying all the bad from the past, pushed away, unwanted, the fear and the death. It's on my skin and i can't get it off. I need someone to take my hand and tell me that it'll be okey.

Something safe that won't run from me. 

Stay?
I just want to be cuddled for a while, to feel safe in you're arms.
Someone come this time...