I'm tiered of being unsure of myself, if i should be worried about certain things or if i should just chill out because everything is fine. The little voice at the back of my head wittering on that soon it will all be gone, that it will be my fault. I think part of the problem is that i'm constantly just speaking my mind, i need to shut up and wait for people to come to me with there's. I'm giving to much away? or too little? Or maybe it's enough. I don't know. I don't know what anyone wants. Please someone just tell me.