I'm only human. I make mistakes, i can't always automatically know what everyone needs what they want. If i need to stay or leave or give them something. I don't know, but i'm tiered. My head is pounding for the third day in the row and i can't sleep properly. You know what? No i can't handle today but i have to stick it out because i know that maybe tomorrow will be better. It's like every time i get up something knocks me back down and it's not because i have consumed mass amounts of vodka. I don't know if people are telling me the truth or lieing or WHAT?! what is everyone expecting me to do. I'm trying to get it right. I just need to keep trying. I can't keep running if no one is going to run with me.