I'm not going to be a push over anymore, no more running after people. It's time for them to chase me. I focus so much on other people most of the time and you know what I've put up with so much shit. I'm fed up. Most people don't respect me at all because i just let them off with things and forgive too easily.

I don't even know why i'm so angry.. There's only a few folk i would love to smash in the face but none are around so. You can't be bothered with me? why should i be bothered with you. I've made the effort year in year out.