So much has changed from last year.I feel like i'm free in a way becase i don't have to pretend to be someone i'm not anymore. I can talk about the people i love instead of hiding behind fake storys to cover it up. If i'm honest i have never been able to love like this before, i have never loved anyone the way i love her. She has my whole heart  and she can keep it for as long as she likes. For the first time i can wake up and know what it is to be happy because i can wake up knowing that i've got her. That the world isn't such a fucked up place.