Seeing the fear in your eyes today i think is the first time i have realised that you are properly fed up of things the way they are just now. You where so tierd you could barley walk...not even. You where going to let that car hit you weren't you?
When your close to the edge and we are talking you back into staying. Helping you to hold on i will look at little natalie, the picture of your passport. Makes me cry alot every time. Knowing that even though you're so scared right now but your here is what matters. That there is still somthing that can be done, you can still keep fighting. Just the thought that you wouldn't be some where, anywhere in the world is totally terrifying. Losing anyone if hard, it feels like your whole world has just been turned upside down but eventually you work through it. You work past it. I'm not sure i could if i lost you or happened to you. I care more about you than anything, Your more than family and your more than a best friend. You mean the world to me and i don't say that lightly. If you weren't here...i wouldn't want to be either unless i had to live out your life for you. That would be the ONLY reason i could keep going.
No one can replace you.
You are a increadibly beautiful human being through and through.
It's going to get better but you have to help yourself by seeing the lights in the world. You have to look really really fucking hard but i promise you there here. They are worth all the bullshit. It will get better.
When your close to the edge and we are talking you back into staying. Helping you to hold on i will look at little natalie, the picture of your passport. Makes me cry alot every time. Knowing that even though you're so scared right now but your here is what matters. That there is still somthing that can be done, you can still keep fighting. Just the thought that you wouldn't be some where, anywhere in the world is totally terrifying. Losing anyone if hard, it feels like your whole world has just been turned upside down but eventually you work through it. You work past it. I'm not sure i could if i lost you or happened to you. I care more about you than anything, Your more than family and your more than a best friend. You mean the world to me and i don't say that lightly. If you weren't here...i wouldn't want to be either unless i had to live out your life for you. That would be the ONLY reason i could keep going.
No one can replace you.
You are a increadibly beautiful human being through and through.
It's going to get better but you have to help yourself by seeing the lights in the world. You have to look really really fucking hard but i promise you there here. They are worth all the bullshit. It will get better.
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