This is the most honest kind of being sad, when all i want for is to hear your voice, a text or the best possible case to run my finger tips over your face and kiss you. To have undeniable proof that you are safe, that you hear me. When you do it pick me up and plops me back down on cloud nine.
To have your attention
when your looking at me with no distraction
The times you only want to sit with me at peace in each others arms. It means the absolute world to me. These past few days you have made me feel so incredibly loved and i don't want to let them go because you have made me cry with happiness more times than i can count. Don't let me go please just don't let me go. I'll give you my all and that is all i can promise you. That you will always have all of me from my heart to my eyes. You fascinate me so much and i can't even explain it..when we are lying half asleep and i can run my fingers over your body. I have seen it so many times but every time i do i'm still taken back, because you are..
You're beautiful. How ever many times i say it, it doesn't compare. There isn't a word i could pull out of my head that would do you justice. And i'm glad because if there was then i wouldn't be able to keep it just for you. You're the one girl i want to see when i wake up, before i close my eyes. When nothing is going right it's you i need to tell me it will be okey, that you love me, then i'll be able to get up and push through because you make me brave. You make me feel like i can be more, that i'm worth something more than the value i put on myself. I love you and that's all there is to it. When you get scared, get worried...get tired of pushing everything back yourself. It's okey to come to me, maybe not to ask for help but to be wrapped up and protected for a while. There is nothing that you can tell me, nothing in the world that would make me want to leave you. I'm sorry cutie, you have me for keeps. What ever you ask of me, i'll do. The thing you said to me last night that really touched me more than anything else has "when i'm with you. Everything's safe"
Time has a funny way of changing things but i truly believe in us. All the new things we haven't one yet? I want to do them with you. To travel, live together. "my biggest wish would be to be able to spend the rest of my life with you" Lets do it. And we will make it the most amazing life together, not ordinary, we have never been ordinary.
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