I'm not sure why but when i'm working out i enjoy it a lot more now because it's like i know i'm doing it for you. I know through you're eyes i'm okey what ever shape i am and like wise you are always totally beautiful to me. You just push me to push myself further though with out saying a word, you make me want to train harder to be better. It just gives me a little extra rush that after a work out i've done well and i've done it for you in a way. I love it. Being able to make you happy is just amazing, i adore waking up knowing that when you wake up we are both thinking about each other. You make me so ridiculously happy and i just can't get enough of you. When you're not here i'm counting down until you will be.. i can't wait to pick you up in my arms and kiss you when you come home. Feel your skin underneath my finger tips again.

In a way there is a positive from being away from you, missing you so badly. When you come back and i see you again you will look even more beautiful than my mind would let me remember. It's like i learn your face all over again when we have been away from each other even though i know every dimple, line, freckle on it.