To be asked just once, for someone to have the time for me to ask me if I'm really okey. And I would tell them the truth. To suss me out and realise on there own that I'm not right. I don't want to have to tell them because if they don't make the effort to find out then it doesn't matter.

Instead I'll have to face down being awake through hell again. Not another night. I'm exaughsted.