I'm going to find a new passion because i figure putting too much of it into people isn't always healthy is it? i mean i need my friends right now because they are always good at sorting this. They are probably going through the same thing. I was meant to see hayley today but the bus was early and i missed it. I'm going to get myself out of this funk, i will find things i enjoy and fill my days up with them. Come home phone up Natalie and tell her about the day so it will actually be good, have time to go and see her. Hell even drive to see her because i'm going to learn how to do that too